we'll sleep when we die

i'm mary beth. i love music. laughing. red bull. shopping. talking. thunderstorms. books & reading. graphic design. horror movies. staying up late. banana laffy taffy. friends. fashion. this blog is a priority because of my procrastination and a place to post any interests or inspiration.

I used to be so careful at making first impressions,

‘cause they’re hard to change.

And I used to be someone else before I knew you

and maybe that’s the reasons for all of these mistakes I’ve made,

I’m a little too late.

So maybe I missed out on the other side of you,

the one that I’ll never get to know,

the one that I’ll never get to know.

and I can’t figure out this other side of you,

the one that you never show,

and it’s getting to me that I can’t get to you.

-The June Divided

I feel like

some days it’s just so hard to let go of the past. It seems contradictory to not believe in regrets while wishing I had done things differently so I could keep someone I so obviously wasn’t meant to keep.